Hello everyone! It’s been about a year since my last update and I’ve recently decided to make some decisions about this blog that will affect its future content.
To start, I’m going to be putting Anime Lookout on indefinite hiatus. There are a couple reasons for this, but the main one is that I’ve realized over the past few seasons that my passion for the series just isn’t there anymore. I’m in a really different place these days when it comes to how and why I consume anime. Back when I started Anime Lookout, I was still in high school and had a lot more free time to engage with seasonal series. I look back on those days and I’m amazed by how many I would watch. Today though, I find myself usually only watching one to two shows each season. I think what really helped me realize I need to put Anime Lookout on hold is when I looked at the chart for next season and realized that I didn’t really want to cover anything. Even with the shows that got my eye, I didn’t feel a strong desire to write about them.
In general, I’ve come to the realization that the main reason I’ve stopped writing for this blog is because I’ve developed this weird sense of obligation toward running it a certain way. I feel like because it’s always been an anime blog primarily, I have to use it write about anime, and because I’ve consistently written Anime Lookout posts every season, I have to keep Anime Lookout going. None of that makes sense though, because 1) This blog has always just been a fun side project for me and 2) I am under the obligation of no one but myself to keep this blog going.
So I’ve decided that I’m no longer going to try to create specific series or force myself to write criticism about a select few mediums. I love art and I love writing about it, so it isn’t fair to myself or my writing to put it into a box that it doesn’t belong in anymore. Going forward on An Overlooking View, I’m hoping to write more one off posts about anime, films, video games, music–just any art that gives me that itch to write. I’m also not going to hold myself to any specific schedule either, because my full time job is frankly stressful enough without me trying to force my creative and essay writing into some career-oriented path as well.
These days I’ve been getting back in touch with a lot of my old favorites. I’ve recently dug into my physical media library I’ve been accruing over the past few years and rewatched anime like Revolutionary Girl Utena and Eureka Seven, and favorite films of mine like Mad Max: Fury Road and Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind. Doing this has really helped me remember what I love about art and I’m hoping that by taking this blog a little less seriously and writing just for myself I’ll be a little less scared about posting stuff on here.
I’m not sure when my next post will arrive on this blog (I have something drafted about Vagrant Story, but I’m not sure if I want to publish it here just yet), but I hope it will be sometime soon. Until then, I’d like to thank the small handful of readers who continue to like my posts even all after all these years of very haphazard updates.